I've even resorted to downloading apps like '55,000 motivational quotes". Yes, I admit, I have been really distracted. How I managed to be so distracted and down-right lazy during preclinicals and still scrape through pretty awesome-ly really baffles me. The downside of this is that I've lost faith in myself that I'll manage to repeat such a feat in the near future.
Faith in myself. These past few months really tested me and I feel as though as I'm failing miserably in this. I hope that getting all these thoughts out in the very wide open, I would somehow manage to get my (Academic) life back on track. But then again, this is what we call life and yes, I am entering the last "young life" milestone in my life. I'm officially entering my third decade of life. Officially being old? almost crossing the boundaries past YOUNG ADULTHOOD. Possibly ending the time when the only real responsibility I have is just "To Learn".
The again, don't get me wrong. My life outside my academics is going really peachy. Peachy as compared to before. I even think that by using the word peachy is an understatement. It's going really well, I have a relatively happy family background, a good stable loving relationship, great friends, time for myself ( hell, I'm taking too much time for myself) but a little bit lazy to excercise.
Maybe that's where I need to change, my active life. dammit, I wanna start kickboxing again, get my kickboxing awesome legs and flexibility back. I WANT IT BACK!!!
